"Life is like Bestiality. It's not for everyone" - Doug Stanhope (comedian). D.S. is perhaps one of the most irreverent and funny guys I have ever listened to. About 15 years ago he was performing in Ireland and in a part of his act he said something like: "Irishmen fuck little children because Irish women are too ugly to rape". Poor old Doug was driven out of the country by people with pitchforks (metaphorically speaking). Listen to him sometime.
The more I observe old people the less I want to become one. And yet by any standard I am, well, kind of old. It is what it is. I think I should remove myself from this existence in a couple of years time before I exhibit serious signs of deterioration. Before that I would like to spend the last year of my life living in a beach hut overlooking the ocean (obviously) smoking dope and musing on everything. In this period I will isolate myself from the outside world and what's going on in the world to prepare myself. I hope this will come to pass.